What does one do when they've lost a great friend

This may seem to be yet another melancholic post but i can promise it wouldn't be.

I just want to know what does one do when they've lost a great friend.

Frankly speaking, i don't really feel regretful of my action. Not that I've got plentiful of friends or i just can't be bothered, it's just that i know you are no longer the friend i knew.

It took me quite some time to realise that i don't actually need friends nor cliques. No doubt it'll be a bonus to be in one. All the bitching, taking advantage has made me weary and tired. I feel that I'm starting to change into another self which i don't even recognize.

No doubts, I'm certain that the 'New me' will definitely rock the world and even i, myself won't like it. Therefore, i don't see WHY I've got to accustom and change just to fit into the puzzle.

Now that I'm on my own, I'll set my rules and regulations.

-YK ; Just get the hell out of my life.