Sometimes when you happened to be at the wrong place at the wrong time, you wished you'd have kicked yourself hard in the shins for being there. Nonetheless, it wasn't a totally bad idea at all.
Instead, it has brought me to a whole new level of self-awareness. Despite all the pain lingering somewhere underneath my chest, I got to admit it was an enriching experience.
I really hate myself sometimes for all these emotional waves crashing up the shores of my isolated island. I used to think that I'm as cold as ice and often wondered how it feels like to develop feelings to things or even people around me. Tonight's experience was certainly a good indication to show that I do have feelings attached. It's only a matter of time as to when they'll come back and haunt me.
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