As i sat back on my recline chair and munch on my chocolates, i start to ponder and reminisce about the ups and downs i've experienced in these nineteen years of my life. No doubt, it was a journey filled with pitfalls and rewards. Just like a game of snake & ladders, every wrong move you take would not only cost you precious time to climb back up to where you started off but also, give everyone else a good head start.
Little did i realized that i have been squandering a total of 6,935 days equivalent to 166,440 hours of my youth. Guilt overwhelmed me for i know that i haven't been living up to the expectations of my parents. Judging from my character and attitude, it's pretty obvious that such feelings would only haunt me for at most three days before they disappear into thin air. After procrastinating for many donkey years, i was rather determined to get it resolved once and for all. Tackling this problem using an atomistic approach would definitely scare the hell out of me but I'm pretty sure the holistic method wouldn't work out too.
Very certain that I'll be needing a mentor or at least someone of a certain age, equipped with abundant knowledge and experience to guide me through this painstaking and torturous journey known as Life. For now, I will concentrate and focus mainly on achieving my goals and objective while relationship are categorize under secondary concerns.
All i can say for now is that i see no future in myself. Trust me, it wouldn't take long before i solve this dilemma.
YK ; I shall not falter.
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